Thursday, May 9, 2013

I'm Overwhelmed And Sinking Fast

I'm Overwhelmed and Sinking Fast

Ok...this is going to be a short blog today...and maybe by tomorrow I can tell you guys all about it.  I WANT to tell you about it as soon as I can...because something has happened to a very close friend of mine that has throw her and me and the only other close friend she has in the world...into the scary SCARY world of the Twilight Zone....
But mostly...it's just me and this friend and I'm on over load this morning...I'm overwhelmed and I'm sinking fast...SHE has already gone under...so NOW...I've come to the conclusion that the only option "I" have is to save myself and turn things over to the proper authorities this morning...and that's exactly what I'm going to do...details for you HOPEFULLY tomorrow....

I thought yesterday was a bad day with my friend...I was just frazzled when I came home from 3 hours of dealing with her and literally would have probably been in tears within minutes if friends hadn't dropped by for a visit right after I got home and Billy and I  had a really good visit with them...but if that hadn't happened .... because I am just to my wits end with this...oh goodness...Then by the time they left...I was much more calm and relaxed because we laughed and squealed a lot  :-)   So after they left I fixed Billy and I a late mid afternoon lunch...we watched some news and I headed to church...thinking just like anyone would...that my day was now winding down...Holy Glory...Hallelujah and Praise the LORD....

I walked in the door from church and Billy said "I don't know what's going on....but your friend has called about 15 times and I just didn't answer the phone because I'm not going to get IN this mess"
So I called her back and OH my WORD......I thought the night was winding down...only to find that it was only beginning...

Then when we finally went to bed...I had just crazy dreams all night....but in the one dream...the most vivid one....Our family was out to dinner...us and all of our kids and there was a big swarm of bubble bees in this restaurant and they were not bothering anybody but our family and they kept diving at us and lighting on us...and so I went to the management of the restaurant and told them about the bumble bees and I said "If you don't do something about them NOW...we're leaving"  The manager said "The bees are YOUR problem...YOU have to deal with it"   .... WHAT?????   So then we walked outside...leaving in a mad huff because of the bumble bees and I saw my friend off in a distance and I started to her to talk to her and when I stepped off of that concrete sidewalk in front of that restaurant...I sunk right up to my eyes in tall grass and everybody was yelling at me..."Get OUT...Get OUT...YOU'RE IN OVER YOUR HEAD"

Ok soooooooooo that was the last thing I remember dreaming before I woke up...sooooooooo you all know ME by now and kind of how "I" think...so "I" thought that dream was a sign from God that it's OK to do what I need to do today...because I AM in over my head and because no one else will DO anything...It's the same old situation I talk about all the time...everybody is waiting on somebody else to DO something because they think it's a situation that anyone can do if they will...so nobody's going to do it unless it's me....and we're to the point now...I think lives could be in danger within days or possibly even hours.....sooooooooooo Lord forgive me if I'm wrong...but I'm turning this situation over to the proper authorities this morning....I'll keep you posted and I'll try my best to tell you all about it tomorrow IF we have this situation under control so I know it's safe to do so....

Say a prayer for me today if you are a prayer warrior...and say a prayer for my friend too...because she really can't help what's happened ... and I'll update you tomorrow....

Peace and love from the canyon...thanks so much for stopping by and this has been a bird's eye view of the world of the katydid...and until next time....you are loved...